Am I 15 Again?

Why is it that when I finally meet a guy I can have good conversation with, laugh with, the sex is great and in general we just have a good time together he backs off. I don't know if I come on too strong or if I read the signals wrong and think he isn't into me so I'll pretend he doesn't mean that much to me then. Or maybe I just pick jerks who play a good game and once they get what they wanted they bail.

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It's just shit!!!!! I'm such a straight forward person I just like to know how it is, is that so frigging hard? If you like me SAY SO, if you want to spend time with me SAY SO, if you want to just take it slow SAY SO or if you don't want any of that just SAY SO. Don't just back off but still keep being friendly with messages.. I can guarantee the situation will end so much nicer if you're just upfront. I'm no stalker or clinger, if you don't like me like, that's cool, it wasn't meant to be and we go our separate ways.

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I hate the fact I'm in my early thirties and I'm feeling like I'm back in high school with all this dating shit. We're adults here people, by this stage in our lives we should be able to communicate our feelings to another adult. I hate that I feel I can't be myself because who I am, a strong willed, straight forward woman just looking for someone to care about her, is not what anyone wants these days.

All i want is to meet a guy, date him for a good while (no Facebook official status or anything) and just have fun. I'm a single mum, I want to ease my way into any sort of relationship. I can't afford to jump into some mega full on relationship. Not only do I have my feelings to think about I also have two young little people feeling's to think about and they are just the friendliest kids who they will fall in love with anyone. So being a single mum and dating is crap because you can't just throw caution to the wind and go with the flow, you always have to be thinking for yourself and your kids.

Anyway I don't know where this rant was going but yeah just a little frustrated today and needed to vent. Guys say us girls are complicated but hey man your species is just as frigging complex.

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And side note....... I must have a bloody neon sign on my back saying "Please all unavailable men hit on me" today alone I've had two attached men hit me up for "a little on the side". CHEATING IS NOT OK!!!!!!!  Black and white that shit is not cool.